(Get ready! Because this will be something so cheesy, but It just keeps on bugging me so I'll just tell it here.)
Back when I felt like I found my first & true love. I kept on telling myself that It was love. I've been that person whose always ahead of everything & felt like anything that there is should be done whether I like it or not. It's one of my sickness that can never be cure, well, for now. I've always felt like I was in a need to grow up fast & so when I was younger I tried to do all the things grown up stuffs do. I go drink, smoke, club, sneak out, break school rules & go home early in the morning. Typical rebellious teenager whose trying to do everything to have fun. But is it bad to say that the baddest thing I've done is to fall in love? It wasn't bad to others but for me it was. I considered myself as the independent one who doesn't need anyone to protect her or to give her affection at all. But then I realize, I was never in love. I tried to fool myself that I was, as I said I did everything just to grow up fast, including to love. I forced myself into something that wasn't right at all. I pushed myself to LOVE, to LUST, to BITTERNESS & HURT. I don't know how but I faked it all up just to feel what others felt above LOVE, curiosity came along and fuck everything up.
Just when I thought I was in love and new everything & anything to know in love, you came along and showed me what love what really is about.
Maybe someday I'll marry you, or maybe someday you'll be just one of my friends, but one things for sure is that I will never forget you.
If we didn't make it till the end just remember you'll always have a place in my heart, because you we're the first one who showed me what LIFE & LOVE was really about.
And remember, You were my FIRST & TRUE LOVE. (:
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