Seriously I'm sick of this thing. I hate changing myself all over again. I thought It will be something good, or to make me a whole new better person. It just made things worse! This is not the real me. All of this new things happening are FAAAAAAAAKE. What the heck just happened? I was a normal teenager back when, too fucking normal! I'm fucking mad at myself right now. Everything went back all over again just like it is on my first day of high school. Just because of one fugly schedule and one fugly school choice (It's not the school whos fugly but in my situation it is). I live like 30 min. away from it, and have to go through express just to get there. Because of my fugly iregular schedule and my getting-back-my-innocence attitude everything went downhill. I've become Fake. Not like the total bitchy fake one, but the too much disney fake one.
What the eff?? Why didn't I listen to myself back when? Why do I have to change?? Seriously. You know the reason? Because I prefer to change myself because no one can really handle me at my worst. This is just too fuckin psych. I hate what is happening right now.
I want to go back the way it was before. =((
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