I've Got The Moody Blues.

This is the time where I'm in a need to scream on top of freakin' lungs "I HATE MY LIFE AND I WANT TO DIE!".
but then again I don't really mean what I want to say and so does others. When we say these words we tend to think of running away and just stayin' in one beautiful peaceful place but then we'll come back again to reality.
I don't want to die. I just wanted to go to a captivating place and just stay there; then come back again. Just like when you die;; but the only difference is that there's no coming back, you can't change tracks

Being a senior is quite harder than I thought it would be.


That's all I could possibly say right now; I'm changing things up today.

I am basically inlove with this captivating photo.

No pictures today. I'm extremely tired for pete sake!

Di you find it really annoying how everything seems to be the same?
Wala naman, napansin lang ng utak kong lasag na kakapuyat mag-isa at nag-eemo sa loob ng tukador.
Pare-Pareho nalang ang nangyayare sa buhay ko;; wala ng thrill sa dulo ng tinggel. Sigh.
Nga pala, Naalala ko ang aking ama na nakasama ko nung isang araw. Haha! Wala naman;; Nakumpisal na naman ako ni pader. It's really nice talkin' to a man like him. He's way too open for things and that's what I loved about him. He always remind me of a guy I know which is really weird.

* * * * * * *

Teka, naalala ko yung dapat na topic ng blog na to.


Ayun! tumunog ang tamod! at naalala ko nadin.
>_<


Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung paano ako naging isip bata o immature. Hindi talaga. Hindeee! *with tears and pagdadabog pa*
Just because I'm havin' fun doesn't mean I'm immature naman mamen. Yung mga sinasabi naman nilang mature yung tipong walang kaliga-ligaya sa katawan. Tipong lageng nagkukulong sa ilalim ng kama at nagsasalsal mag-isa. Samahan mo pa ng may lablayp. Takte. Try ko kayang magkalablayp baka sakaling masabihan ako ng mature. Pero ano ba;; Nakakatamad naman at hindi ko ata kakayanin ang mga "I love you po" "Tc lage. Mahal po kita bhie!" Moments na ganun. Nakakatanggal lalo ng dugo mga usapang ganon eh. Pero ewan. Ayokong magsalita ng tapos kasi mamaya makikita nio nalang ako na nakakandong sa lalake at nakikipag "AY LABYUHAN" na!

Ako'y may kwento.

cffx

Get your things and lose your way. For you. For the crushing. For the last days of hell. I will not be in this corner once again.

Please make me fall for you, So I'll be missing you so much that I'll badly want to go to school everyday.
Even on Saturdays and Sundays.



I wanna grow old with you. :) FLOP! Si manay nangarap na naman.

Delayed post; Internet is not working in our house. Stupid Storm!

It's been a sad day for me.
I hate the fact that we don't have classes for almost a week. Everything seems to be moving so fast.
I don't know which to believe in, I keep on trying to believe you but this just makes me look much dumber than I was before.
When will we ever learn. Maybe I'm in a need to let this all go but how could I, when this all happened again and now my biggest fear
is eventually happening right now.
This just makes it worst.
You said you'll respect me, what just happened? I'm tired of this, it's not just you; it's everything that's happening around me.
Everything seems to be blurry to me and I cannot face the next day with this feeling.
I was in a complete shock, and now I can't remember where it all started, It was all blackout that all i can remember is that
i hugged you. It was so weird hugging you again. For a second I felt secure; I tried to rearrange things up in my head for one
moment, That it was all real. but then I went back to reality and it all came back to darkness and the "I don't care
I just hate you" attitude. I tried to cry myself, I tried to do everything for you to see how hurt I was and now I can't remember
anything but all I know is that It's all nothing to you.


Maybe someday I when I look back at the past I'll laugh about this someday; but today is not that day. I'm done changing,
and this time this just need to end.



Things changed.. they do.
and so does hearts too, hope you'll see what you missed out someday.
How she had the world of chances & you just burned it through.


NIGHT 'oX