It's been a sad day for me.
I hate the fact that we don't have classes for almost a week. Everything seems to be moving so fast.
I don't know which to believe in, I keep on trying to believe you but this just makes me look much dumber than I was before.
When will we ever learn. Maybe I'm in a need to let this all go but how could I, when this all happened again and now my biggest fear
is eventually happening right now.
This just makes it worst.
You said you'll respect me, what just happened? I'm tired of this, it's not just you; it's everything that's happening around me.
Everything seems to be blurry to me and I cannot face the next day with this feeling.
I was in a complete shock, and now I can't remember where it all started, It was all blackout that all i can remember is that
i hugged you. It was so weird hugging you again. For a second I felt secure; I tried to rearrange things up in my head for one
moment, That it was all real. but then I went back to reality and it all came back to darkness and the "I don't care
I just hate you" attitude. I tried to cry myself, I tried to do everything for you to see how hurt I was and now I can't remember
anything but all I know is that It's all nothing to you.
Maybe someday I when I look back at the past I'll laugh about this someday; but today is not that day. I'm done changing,
and this time this just need to end.
Things changed.. they do.
and so does hearts too, hope you'll see what you missed out someday.
How she had the world of chances & you just burned it through.
NIGHT 'oX
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