It's been quite awhile; I thought it will happen, I thought I'll have the courage to do such a thing but It's almost been a year and nothing seems to happen. This words still need to set free but it doesn't matter anyway, It didn't really matter from the first day. In the first half of the plot; it definitely brought so much change. You build up a beautiful wreck in my life, like an old dusty picture reincarnated again and built with a frame to hold onto. You built a strong esteem in me before the breaking and falling of the frame hence I shall thank you for that. Though I still have the picture with me, and I know I have a very small chance to prove that we can still fix that frame of yours know that we're all moving onto our new lives. We were both protagonist of the plot, it's just that destinty seems to be the villaine of our story and I can't make you change what you really feel; I don't know if this might take forever but I will never forget it.
Who am I to say those words, This could be something to do with you but I'd rather keep it to myself and leave the gaps between us than filling it up with my blood. You may have a bad memory, and maybe so do I, but I remember every single time we say goodbye. Goodbyes that hurt me every single time and made me think that life is way too unfair, but then I think deeper and made me realize that maybe it's destiny that made us fall apart, and maybe it's just your heart. and maybe those words need to be keep inside a bottle along with the picture and thrown away in a sea full of hatred, yet there's always a "YET' in every harsh things I say, because the truth is I can't let it go each and every day.
(Kudos for you for finding out this ones for you, but It's not like you'll ever find it but If you do I hope this might leave you a smile through you face, because this is the part where I'll say how much I do care for you)
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