First walk again.

I can't do it.
Why can't I just grow up, I know I need help.
When will I ever stand on my own, I hate this place.
Why are people so cruel? This world is getting very depressing as life goes by.
Well it is true. All good things always have to come to and end.

I can't take much more responsibilities yet. I can't even go outside maybe go shopping alone. Back in the day I can, but after what happened, not anymore.
I'm scared on what's gonna happen next. Lide is just so impossible! I want to deal with people but not today nor tomorrow. I can't take how people criticize others. It's just too much! Why do people bring other people down when they're already on the ground. Yes, indeed. It is very sad.

And maybe those who see this blog [if there are?] will think I post too much crap. I post too much sad moments.
But this year has been very sad too me.

I have changed but sometimes it doesn't show. I don't really know why. I can fake my happiness and people still not might see it 'cause I'm the happy one, But I have the most akward eyes you'll see. You can pretty much see that sadness when you look at it.

I'm not here too whine about my problems, I just want to get this things out even it's 12 AM and I haven't been sleeping for 2 days already. And even though nobody's really listening.

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